Tuesday 17 February 2015
Through My Big Brown Eyes (Kalekye): TWO MONTHS DEEP!!!
Through My Big Brown Eyes (Kalekye): TWO MONTHS DEEP!!!: I must say, its been quite the whirlwind since I last posted. A year of realness I called it and best believe its been REAL to me. I have ...
TWO MONTHS DEEP!!!
I must say, its been quite the whirlwind since I last posted.
A year of realness I called it and best believe its been REAL to me. I have been blessed...blessed to share my story with the world at an event dubbed THIS IS MY STORY... I was vulnerable and open.
I discovered something as I spoke about where I came from in this journey into the media world, I learnt that all I ever wanted was my mothers approval in what I was doing. She never believed what I do would amount to much...but now she gets it....she even introduces me to everyone as a brand, ati "this is Kalekye Mumo of Kiss"...like I am not hers.. hahahaa...truly weird.
It sure is the strangest discovery but more discovering that my relationships with men are hugely driven by the same quest. I eagerly want the men who give me attention to approve what I do...my whole being. Big Bold and Beautiful...confident, no nonsense woman. And when I am with someone who puts me down... it cuts more than a knife, its like a samurai sword bludgeoned into my heart.
You see, I have learnt that when you love someone, you hope they support your dreams, trust you and are real with you. When anyone man or woman, puts me down, I think I flash back to the pain I felt with my mother and it hurts like it did then when all I heard was this is nonsense, your chasing clouds. So in all relaness as promised of this year.... I will be taking no pain I can avoid especially if we are not related. If i was living before you.... I sure as hell will be living after you. *Needless to say there have been some budget cuts in the friends and lovers department*
These two months have shown me who is for me and who is not... A movie I was acting in just premiered #FundiMentalsTheMovie ....its still on at prestige every 7pm and at iMax the Arfa lounge 7 times a day....
So yes, I decided to just spread word on social media and a loose invite or two. I actually wanted to see who would be there for me without being pushed. Its been quite the experience sitting back watching how people who say they've got you...really don't. But hey, I had a great time. I also learnt that people who have never met you or know you are the most honest.
Such great things... and we ain't done yet.
TWO MONTHS DEEEP!!
A year of realness I called it and best believe its been REAL to me. I have been blessed...blessed to share my story with the world at an event dubbed THIS IS MY STORY... I was vulnerable and open.
I discovered something as I spoke about where I came from in this journey into the media world, I learnt that all I ever wanted was my mothers approval in what I was doing. She never believed what I do would amount to much...but now she gets it....she even introduces me to everyone as a brand, ati "this is Kalekye Mumo of Kiss"...like I am not hers.. hahahaa...truly weird.
It sure is the strangest discovery but more discovering that my relationships with men are hugely driven by the same quest. I eagerly want the men who give me attention to approve what I do...my whole being. Big Bold and Beautiful...confident, no nonsense woman. And when I am with someone who puts me down... it cuts more than a knife, its like a samurai sword bludgeoned into my heart.
You see, I have learnt that when you love someone, you hope they support your dreams, trust you and are real with you. When anyone man or woman, puts me down, I think I flash back to the pain I felt with my mother and it hurts like it did then when all I heard was this is nonsense, your chasing clouds. So in all relaness as promised of this year.... I will be taking no pain I can avoid especially if we are not related. If i was living before you.... I sure as hell will be living after you. *Needless to say there have been some budget cuts in the friends and lovers department*
These two months have shown me who is for me and who is not... A movie I was acting in just premiered #FundiMentalsTheMovie ....its still on at prestige every 7pm and at iMax the Arfa lounge 7 times a day....
So yes, I decided to just spread word on social media and a loose invite or two. I actually wanted to see who would be there for me without being pushed. Its been quite the experience sitting back watching how people who say they've got you...really don't. But hey, I had a great time. I also learnt that people who have never met you or know you are the most honest.
Such great things... and we ain't done yet.
TWO MONTHS DEEEP!!
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