Sometimes I wonder why I care....that I should be there to pick you up when you fall.
That it should hurt me so when I know you don't define me.
Sometimes I wonder why you would walk away from love....when it speaks to you like no other has.
That you would claim it but fear it because you don't know what it holds
Sometimes I wonder how I am meant to keep going on.....when each corner I turn I hit a wall,
That I may pick myself up when all I want to do is give up.
I feel tired.....I feel hurt....bruised and abused....
Sometimes I wonder if its all worth it....
Then I remember HE HAS A PLAN FOR ME from this write up I read a long time ago....
Me: God can I ask you a question?
God: Sure...
Me: Promise you won't get mad!
God: I promise
Me: Why did you let so much stuff happen to me today?
God: What do you mean?
Me: Well, I woke up late,
God: Yes,
Me: My car took forever to start,
God: Okay,
Me: At lunch they made my sandwich wrong & I had to wait,
God: Hmmmm...
Me: On the way home, my phone went DEAD, just as I picked up a call.....
God: All right,
Me: And on top of it all off, when I got home I just wanted to soak my feet in my new foot massager & relax. BUT it wouldn't work!!! Nothing went right today! Why did you do that?
God: Let me see, the Death Angel was at your bed this morning & I had to send one of the other angels to battle him for your life. I let you sleep through that,
Me (humbled): OH
GOD: I didn't let your car start because there was a drunk driver on your route that would have hit you if you were on the road,
Me (ashamed).........
God: The first person who made your sandwich today was sick & I didn't want you to catch what they have, I knew you couldn't afford to miss work,
Me (embarrasses): Ok,
God: Your phone went dead bcoz the person that was calling was going to give false witness about what you said on that call, I didn't even let you talk to them so you would be covered.
Me (softly): I see God,
God: Oh yea and that foot massager, it had a shortage that was going to throw out all of the power in your house tonight. I didn't think you wanted to be in the dark.
Me: I'm sorry God
God: Don't be sorry, just learn to trust me.....in all things, the good & the bad.
Me: I will trust you
God: And don't doubt that my plan for your day is always better than your plan.
Me: I won't God. And let me just tell you God, thank you for everything today.
God: You're welcome child. It was just another day being your God and I love looking after my children......
THANK YOU GOD!
That it should hurt me so when I know you don't define me.
Sometimes I wonder why you would walk away from love....when it speaks to you like no other has.
That you would claim it but fear it because you don't know what it holds
Sometimes I wonder how I am meant to keep going on.....when each corner I turn I hit a wall,
That I may pick myself up when all I want to do is give up.
I feel tired.....I feel hurt....bruised and abused....
Sometimes I wonder if its all worth it....
Then I remember HE HAS A PLAN FOR ME from this write up I read a long time ago....
Me: God can I ask you a question?
God: Sure...
Me: Promise you won't get mad!
God: I promise
Me: Why did you let so much stuff happen to me today?
God: What do you mean?
Me: Well, I woke up late,
God: Yes,
Me: My car took forever to start,
God: Okay,
Me: At lunch they made my sandwich wrong & I had to wait,
God: Hmmmm...
Me: On the way home, my phone went DEAD, just as I picked up a call.....
God: All right,
Me: And on top of it all off, when I got home I just wanted to soak my feet in my new foot massager & relax. BUT it wouldn't work!!! Nothing went right today! Why did you do that?
God: Let me see, the Death Angel was at your bed this morning & I had to send one of the other angels to battle him for your life. I let you sleep through that,
Me (humbled): OH
GOD: I didn't let your car start because there was a drunk driver on your route that would have hit you if you were on the road,
Me (ashamed).........
God: The first person who made your sandwich today was sick & I didn't want you to catch what they have, I knew you couldn't afford to miss work,
Me (embarrasses): Ok,
God: Your phone went dead bcoz the person that was calling was going to give false witness about what you said on that call, I didn't even let you talk to them so you would be covered.
Me (softly): I see God,
God: Oh yea and that foot massager, it had a shortage that was going to throw out all of the power in your house tonight. I didn't think you wanted to be in the dark.
Me: I'm sorry God
God: Don't be sorry, just learn to trust me.....in all things, the good & the bad.
Me: I will trust you
God: And don't doubt that my plan for your day is always better than your plan.
Me: I won't God. And let me just tell you God, thank you for everything today.
God: You're welcome child. It was just another day being your God and I love looking after my children......
THANK YOU GOD!
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